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    Default Hanging up my bag and camera after too close a call

    Hey guys. Been lurking here for a while, but I felt that I needed to post today. I have been voyeuring for as long as I can remember. I would lay down on the ground in kindergarten so I could see up girls' skirts. I would sit behind girls in elementary school who had a bit of their underwear or butt hanging out the back. I made a small hole in the crack between the bathroom door and the wall so I could peek in on my girlfriends or friends who might be in there. I upgraded to video voyeurism about 7 years ago and have videoed a number of my friends and wife's friends in the bathroom, taken almost innumerable upskirts, and tons of dressing room videos.

    Today my wife went to her book club, so I went out to the local crowded market. I have voy'd this spot close to 200 times and thought today would be the last chance I get before the fall hits and it gets warmer. I am there for about 10 minutes and following a girl hoping to get my bag close enough underneath. Suddenly, I hear a voice behind me ("Sir") and a hand on my shoulder. I turn around trying to act nonchalant and a huge security guard is standing over me. My camera is my cellphone in a gymbag with a hole in it that I carry in my hand. He tells me to open my bag and, trying to seem casual, I open it up and take out my cellphone, keys, and wallet to show him that there's nothing else in there. He asks me to turn my phone on and, because I use an app, it comes up to the lock screen. He tells me that he knows what I've been doing and asks me to go outside the market while he calls someone. I think to run, but am not sure if he's already called police who might be able to drive me down. I stand calmly and two other security guards show up. They grill me about what I was doing and told me that another man had seen me behind two women and told security. They had been following me and watching me until they could catch me in the act. All of the excuses and alibis I had practiced for years went out of my head or wouldn't work in this particular situation. All I had to go on was denial and hope. The main security guard stares me down while the one guy lays out his evidence. Takes about 15 minutes and my entire life is flashing before my eyes. Whether or not a case would stick, just being charged with video voyeurism and having to go to court for it would probably ruin me. He eyes me over and asks how many times I've been to the market. I lie and say 3. He says, "this is the last time. If I see you again in here, I am arresting you. Go." I assured him he would never see me again and I left.

    This has been my closest call to date (and hopefully, if I commit to quitting, ever). I've had the occasional girl look curiously at my bag, one woman in a dressing room get nervous and put a bag in front of mine to block my camera, and one dressing room attendant ask me to move my bag away from under the divider between stalls, but this was different. I honestly thought they would just charge me and let the courts sort it out. I have a wife, a great job, house and kids in the near future, and tons of friends and family. This experience gave me a different perspective on all that and I had to re-evaluate my priorities. For my relationships, for the women who have felt nervous and anxious around me, and for my future, I am done.

    I have wanted to quit for a while now. Obviously there's an addictive quality to all of this and I'm sure I have some biological predisposition to this particular paraphilia, so I've always continued. I know that the chances of me getting caught and going to jail are low. I have been doing this almost my whole life and have not been caught. But even if they are 1 in 10,000 that means that I am bound to get caught eventually. Today could have gone way different. So I am using the panic and fear I am experiencing in this moment to bolster my conviction and quit for good. I hate lying to my wife and my coworkers. I am tired of sneaking around and wondering when I am going to get caught. I am done.

    For the rest of you, do you. This is not a post to dissuade anyone from doing this or some after school special bullshit. I just thought that posting this here would help me process what just happened and get me to commit to quitting. Thank you for being understanding.
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    I feel for you mate. Like you I've always been a bit of a voyeur.

    The one time I was caught window peeping was the most terrifying experience of my life. The girl I was watching left the room and the next thing I know the back door is been slammed open and her whole family rushes out screaming. I managed to escape, but the rest of that night and all of the next day I was bricking myself thinking the police were coming to get me.

    It permanatly ended my career as a window peeper, and it took me years before I even dared to try using hidden cams to voy someone. It happened 8 years ago, but I still feel my body go cold whenever I go past that house.

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    Im done drinking alcool.

    Drank too much yeasterday, bad experience, puking etc.

    The thing is i know next week all probably drink again.
    Same as you.
    This is a sickness. Its time to admit it

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    Maybe its just me but why quit everything. Just stop doing the high risk stuff like shoving a bag under a girls skirt. Its so obvious and the chances of getting a girl going commando is probably slim. Stick to your own environment. Your bathroom. And while your at it share :) LOL
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    I take this agreement seriously and I refuse to trade with folks who don't.

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    Completely sympathetic buddy, but are you going to share those vids? At least let us see the legacy you plan on leaving behind! From one lurker to another! Come on man, just post your top 20.

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    Thanks for sharing your story. Although I enjoy the game and all the hard work everyone puts into it, I can also respect a guy who wants to leave it behind.

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    It would have been very difficult to prosecute you without a victim. Also not sure where you live but upskirting is not illegal in a lot of places.

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    nice story, quite the same as mine and probably as all of us! dont quit just stick to your own eviroment as Sports says where u have full control of... i respect u guys who do upskirt voy but it is too much risk just to see girlīs underware?.... and yes this is sickness, and addiction but i enjoy it and have fun with it!

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    That's scary shit. I could see how that might make you want to quit.

    a buddy of mine in high school admitted to me when we were about 16 that he had gotten caught window peeping and the cops got involved. Of course he was a minor but had to go to counseling and shit. I was a voyeur at the time and used to spend hours watching my yuppy neighbors getting freaky in their hottub, but never told him.

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    closest to getting busted for me was one night at a youth hostel with tons of girls changing and windows to watch them. However, fuck, in the middle of watching a girl, a huge light turned on behind me like in a stadium, and some male voices came running out, so only left thing to do is to stick hiding in the bushes. What happened then? They kept looking around with the lamp searching and suddenly came a man with his dog! Another fuck, so just sitting in the bush quiet as a mouse, waiting, until the dog finally would find me..... But what the heck, the dog must have been dumb and my luck, cause it didnt find me, so I left the place. A learning from this? Probably a little bit, but I guess the drive in most of us is too big to stay completely away from the scene.....

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